I never have any more free time, but if I can conjure up some this weekend, I'll be re-doing the layout of my blog. I haven't changed it in a very long time mostly because this blog took a lot of energy to create and re-do.
I feel better today. I don't feel as nauseous or anything of that sort. Talking to Vincent last night was surely wonderful. He was in a pretty talkative mood, which never really happens. I'm still not used to the fact that he's more of a listener than a talker. I usually do all of the talking. I talk enough for the both of us, I think.
What am I doing today? Besides school, that is. There is a football game tonight, but I don't think I'm going to go. I'm not so sure if Christina and Matt are coming over. Christina will probably, but Matt it's a 50% chance that he will. He's such a flake. But, he's my best friend...so, I guess by him being a flake, that shows my judgment and how I value the quality of my friends. Wow, that sounds horrible. Matt's great; he just needs to learn how to commit.
What is it with guys and commitment--to anything?! I don't like feeling settled on anything either, but there are times where it really is the best option. With Vincent, he doesn't want to commit entirely because he doesn't know how it'll all work out. I know he loves me. I just hope that sometime soon he sees that maybe we're meant to work out. I don't want to say we're 'meant to be,' but he came into my life at such a point where...it has to be fate. Right? I've been waiting impatiently then patiently for someone like him and he's finally here. I'm just being tested whether or not I can wait a little white until I can have wholly and completely what I want.
Right now, though it's 8:49, I'd like some Taco Bell. I am always in the mood for that.
I feel better today. I don't feel as nauseous or anything of that sort. Talking to Vincent last night was surely wonderful. He was in a pretty talkative mood, which never really happens. I'm still not used to the fact that he's more of a listener than a talker. I usually do all of the talking. I talk enough for the both of us, I think.
What am I doing today? Besides school, that is. There is a football game tonight, but I don't think I'm going to go. I'm not so sure if Christina and Matt are coming over. Christina will probably, but Matt it's a 50% chance that he will. He's such a flake. But, he's my best friend...so, I guess by him being a flake, that shows my judgment and how I value the quality of my friends. Wow, that sounds horrible. Matt's great; he just needs to learn how to commit.
What is it with guys and commitment--to anything?! I don't like feeling settled on anything either, but there are times where it really is the best option. With Vincent, he doesn't want to commit entirely because he doesn't know how it'll all work out. I know he loves me. I just hope that sometime soon he sees that maybe we're meant to work out. I don't want to say we're 'meant to be,' but he came into my life at such a point where...it has to be fate. Right? I've been waiting impatiently then patiently for someone like him and he's finally here. I'm just being tested whether or not I can wait a little white until I can have wholly and completely what I want.
Right now, though it's 8:49, I'd like some Taco Bell. I am always in the mood for that.
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