She's a Fleeting Fox

I had a dream that Vincent called me last night and we asked about how each other was and shit. I remember me being brutal with him, not trying to censor my words to make him think I feel a certain way...it was a good dream because by me talking to him like I always should have, it's like I know I'm not still stuck with him...I'm not dwelling on that rotten feeling of "I love you but you don't love me so we'll just let it be."

I think he felt sad though, in his voice at least. I remember asking him if he still had a girlfriend and he said "guess." And yes, he was still with her. We talked about other things but I don't remember...oh wait, he told me that now he is a Bio major. But I know that he's not. Weird. I guess in my dream, it kinda came out like I always wanted him to be. A doctor, and weak. 

I was always so weak when I was with him--I let him take power over me and even though he wasn't verbally rude or talked down upon me..it's as if the things he didn't do hurt the worst. When he would tell me I was beautiful and wonderful and all he needed, but he would be with her and love her.

Dreams are dreams though.