I don't know where my head has been. I've been updating my Tumblr more than my personal blog. I love this blog and I need to keep up with it. I can't wait until I get my new Macbook for school, because this will be be SO much more easier. Anyway, here are days 17 and 18
Someone from my childhood,
Well, I guess this goes out to Danielle. Girl, I surely do miss you some days. Even though I left New York when I was barely 9, I still remember how we used to be. We became friends in Kindergarten. Imagine how crazy it would've been if we were still that close. Anyway, we became friends fast. You were my best friend from the day I met you. You were my companion and you always made me laugh. I remember spending recess in the corner of the lot playing with Johnny and making up crazy games and shit. I remember how you, Paula and I would play Power Puff Girls and you were jealous because you always had to be Buttercup because you had brown hair and Paula was a red head and I was blonde. But, I think I let you be Bubbles because I didn't like being the dumb one. I think the SILLIEST thing I remember is how, at lunch we'd put on this "lunch show" and we'd wear our lunch boxes on our heads (or was that me?) and we'd entertain all of our friends. I can't believe I remember that. I remember how you were always afraid of our dog Benny even though he was harmless and how we'd play Barbies in my basement. I remember sitting in my kitchen talking on the phone with you, CURSING, and my grandpa asking me what I was saying and lying. We were 6, 7 years old! We were lil' New Yorkers! I remember how, every Christmas, we'd each get the JC Penny catalog and we'd go through each page on the phone, pointing out each thing we liked or didn't like. I miss all of this. I miss my childhood and I do miss you, a lot. If I close my eyes, I just imagine us sitting in your kitchen, talking about how much has changed over the years and just picking up where we left off. I wish you ALL the best.
The person I wish I could be,
I wish I could be so much. I don't think there really is one type of person I wish to be. I want to be the funny person, the intelligent person, the one people look to for advice, the one who everyone genuinely likes. I think that I am parts of all these people, but not as a whole. I wish to be prettier and skinnier and lovelier and attractive and sexy...but that's different. For now I just wish to be.
Someone from my childhood,
Well, I guess this goes out to Danielle. Girl, I surely do miss you some days. Even though I left New York when I was barely 9, I still remember how we used to be. We became friends in Kindergarten. Imagine how crazy it would've been if we were still that close. Anyway, we became friends fast. You were my best friend from the day I met you. You were my companion and you always made me laugh. I remember spending recess in the corner of the lot playing with Johnny and making up crazy games and shit. I remember how you, Paula and I would play Power Puff Girls and you were jealous because you always had to be Buttercup because you had brown hair and Paula was a red head and I was blonde. But, I think I let you be Bubbles because I didn't like being the dumb one. I think the SILLIEST thing I remember is how, at lunch we'd put on this "lunch show" and we'd wear our lunch boxes on our heads (or was that me?) and we'd entertain all of our friends. I can't believe I remember that. I remember how you were always afraid of our dog Benny even though he was harmless and how we'd play Barbies in my basement. I remember sitting in my kitchen talking on the phone with you, CURSING, and my grandpa asking me what I was saying and lying. We were 6, 7 years old! We were lil' New Yorkers! I remember how, every Christmas, we'd each get the JC Penny catalog and we'd go through each page on the phone, pointing out each thing we liked or didn't like. I miss all of this. I miss my childhood and I do miss you, a lot. If I close my eyes, I just imagine us sitting in your kitchen, talking about how much has changed over the years and just picking up where we left off. I wish you ALL the best.
The person I wish I could be,
I wish I could be so much. I don't think there really is one type of person I wish to be. I want to be the funny person, the intelligent person, the one people look to for advice, the one who everyone genuinely likes. I think that I am parts of all these people, but not as a whole. I wish to be prettier and skinnier and lovelier and attractive and sexy...but that's different. For now I just wish to be.
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