8 weeks 6 days

I loved you. I didn't know you, but I loved you. I saw your ten fingers. I saw your ten toes. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. My heart is broken, just as yours doesn't have a beat. I know it was the wrong thing. Or the right. I don't know. I love your father. I love you. Please forgive me. I hope you got to meet my grandpa. 

I hate myself.