I don't know how this will effect us.
Shit, there isn't even an us any longer.
I don't know why I still say that.
I really do miss him.
We barely talk anymore.
There's this awkward silence when we're on the phone.
All I want to say is "I fucking love you."
But I know I can't.
I won't.
He has to first.
That sound so stupid, but since he broke my heart,
I have to hear that he loves me before..I could ever say anything.
We talked on the phone for about 13 minutes.
He then texted me and asked "What's your blogspot again?"
He was talking about my other one, the one I let my Tumblr followers read because this is something people have to stumble upon to read. Man, oh man, if Vincent ever found this. I honestly don't know what I would do if he did.
You can't burn a blogger account.
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