Reminiscing starts now:
Who was I this time last year? I can't quite remember but I know what I was doing. Before the start of 2010, it was late December and I realized that I needed to kick all of the negativity out of my life--especially all of the Stephen problems. I spent a whole year wasting my time chasing after a guy who flat-out told me it was over and that everything was done and to move the fuck on. I had a hard time doing so but I finally realized that Stephen wasn't going to keep me down in 2010 and that I was ready to move on completely. Sure, I still think about him from time to time but it isn't as severe as before. Now when I think about him it's only when I think about who I was three years ago and he played a big part of 2008, though I only met him in the later months.
This year, tonight, today--I'm in a wonderful relationship with the most wonderful guy I've ever met and things are really, really good. At the moment I'm sad because Vincent is busy and we didn't talk much tonight. I promised I'd stay up for a few hours so hopefully we'll get another chance to talk, but it's unlikely.
I love him and 2011 has to be a wonderful year--it just has to be.
Who was I this time last year? I can't quite remember but I know what I was doing. Before the start of 2010, it was late December and I realized that I needed to kick all of the negativity out of my life--especially all of the Stephen problems. I spent a whole year wasting my time chasing after a guy who flat-out told me it was over and that everything was done and to move the fuck on. I had a hard time doing so but I finally realized that Stephen wasn't going to keep me down in 2010 and that I was ready to move on completely. Sure, I still think about him from time to time but it isn't as severe as before. Now when I think about him it's only when I think about who I was three years ago and he played a big part of 2008, though I only met him in the later months.
This year, tonight, today--I'm in a wonderful relationship with the most wonderful guy I've ever met and things are really, really good. At the moment I'm sad because Vincent is busy and we didn't talk much tonight. I promised I'd stay up for a few hours so hopefully we'll get another chance to talk, but it's unlikely.
I love him and 2011 has to be a wonderful year--it just has to be.
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