I've decided to do both Day 13 and day 14 on the same day because tomorrow I have to spend 5 hours watching Pride & Prejudice and using Sparknotes so I can write a 12 page double entry journal for AP English. This is due on the 12th, so I need to get cracking. I don't know what time I'll wake up tomorrow, so that's why I'm doing this.
Someone I wish could forgive me,
Jamie, I'd love for you to forgive me. I made a very horrible, horrible decision. Today was actually so weird. I got a text message from you that said "Happy 4th of July!" and I figured it was to everyone in your phone, yet my mom told me to reply saying it back to see what you'd say. We had this mini-conversation and then it started getting angry and hateful. You said some mean things, things I don't think I can get over. It hurts to hear that coming from someone that I "love." I hope that you do forgive me. I hope that you find happiness and love wherever you feel it best fits. If I'm not the girl for you, I REALLY hope you find someone. The only thing I could ever ask for you not to do is judge before you look into someone as a person. Physical appearance only looks good for a couple years. When you're 80, you'll look like shit. Just saying.
Someone I've drifted away from,
Well, I think this one goes out to Josh, but I did talk to him today. I met Josh in 8th grade and he moved to South Carolina so we weren't able to see eachother anymore. No, we weren't dating, but we were best friends. He was a great friend, though I had only met him that year. A friend at the time had a huge crush on him and he would confide in me how much he REALLY didn't like her. We always wanted to go to Concord Mills Mall, dress up like hobos and beg for candy. I don't know why, but we wanted to do this. It's been 5 years and from talking to him today, he still wants to do this. It seems that I only talk to him every couple of months. I always keep his number in my phone because I never know when I'm really going to need to talk to him. I miss him a lot and hopefully I'll see him soon. I love you, Joshy!
Someone I wish could forgive me,
Jamie, I'd love for you to forgive me. I made a very horrible, horrible decision. Today was actually so weird. I got a text message from you that said "Happy 4th of July!" and I figured it was to everyone in your phone, yet my mom told me to reply saying it back to see what you'd say. We had this mini-conversation and then it started getting angry and hateful. You said some mean things, things I don't think I can get over. It hurts to hear that coming from someone that I "love." I hope that you do forgive me. I hope that you find happiness and love wherever you feel it best fits. If I'm not the girl for you, I REALLY hope you find someone. The only thing I could ever ask for you not to do is judge before you look into someone as a person. Physical appearance only looks good for a couple years. When you're 80, you'll look like shit. Just saying.
Someone I've drifted away from,
Well, I think this one goes out to Josh, but I did talk to him today. I met Josh in 8th grade and he moved to South Carolina so we weren't able to see eachother anymore. No, we weren't dating, but we were best friends. He was a great friend, though I had only met him that year. A friend at the time had a huge crush on him and he would confide in me how much he REALLY didn't like her. We always wanted to go to Concord Mills Mall, dress up like hobos and beg for candy. I don't know why, but we wanted to do this. It's been 5 years and from talking to him today, he still wants to do this. It seems that I only talk to him every couple of months. I always keep his number in my phone because I never know when I'm really going to need to talk to him. I miss him a lot and hopefully I'll see him soon. I love you, Joshy!
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