Someone I don’t talk to as much as I'd like to,
I guess this would be Brittany. It's hard to still call her my best friend because we never really talk anymore. And I know that there is a saying that goes something like, "you know you're best friends with someone when you don't have to talk with them every day, but when you do you pick up where you left off." But when we do speak, it's all short and kind of pissy, I guess? Our relationship fell flat partly because of me and partly because of her. I wanted to spend time with my best friend, but she wanted to spend her time with her boyfriend. BUT, I was wrong because I should've realized that new relationships need time to grow so it's best when the two do spend time together. But, she left me hanging all the time. I still love her to death and she knows that I'll always care about her and be there for her for WHATEVER she may ever need, but as a best friend? I don't know. It's hard to say what it'll ever truly be. She's changed a LOT over the past 8 months or so. Even some of my other friends can see that she's not the same Brittany we all knew before. The Brittany who didn't ever give a fuck and dressed comfortably and was fun to be around. Now, she's more girly and "cute-sy" and..just not as I knew her. Anyways. My phone's always on, dear. Call me.
I love you, Crackurjak!
I guess this would be Brittany. It's hard to still call her my best friend because we never really talk anymore. And I know that there is a saying that goes something like, "you know you're best friends with someone when you don't have to talk with them every day, but when you do you pick up where you left off." But when we do speak, it's all short and kind of pissy, I guess? Our relationship fell flat partly because of me and partly because of her. I wanted to spend time with my best friend, but she wanted to spend her time with her boyfriend. BUT, I was wrong because I should've realized that new relationships need time to grow so it's best when the two do spend time together. But, she left me hanging all the time. I still love her to death and she knows that I'll always care about her and be there for her for WHATEVER she may ever need, but as a best friend? I don't know. It's hard to say what it'll ever truly be. She's changed a LOT over the past 8 months or so. Even some of my other friends can see that she's not the same Brittany we all knew before. The Brittany who didn't ever give a fuck and dressed comfortably and was fun to be around. Now, she's more girly and "cute-sy" and..just not as I knew her. Anyways. My phone's always on, dear. Call me.
I love you, Crackurjak!
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