Everyone, and I mean everyone, thinks Matt and I are destined to be. My dad, my mom (for awhile she did, at least), Lorena, Nataly, and a few other people. UGH! I mean, I love Matt to death because he's my best friend. I trust him and I enjoy his company. We spend, basically, every day together--from early morning to night. It's just who we are.
I have Vincent, he's my "boyfriend" (I still don't know what to call him) and I love him with my whole heart. Lorena tells me, "I know you wanna marry Vincent and all, but you and Matt...you're destined to be together." First, I never said I wanted to marry Vincent. I'm 17! I don't even want to think about marrying someone until I'm in my mid twenties. Second, I do not believe Matt and I are destined to be more than just best friends. All I want for Matt and I to be is best friends for life. I really want to see us being 40 with kids and still laughing about stupid silly things that we did in high school. I want Matt to be there on my wedding day, and we'll sneak off and smoke a joint before entering the party. I want to be there on Matt's wedding day, doing some crazy dance with him. I want to be best friends for life. I think it would be quite awesome to be best friends with a guy for my entire life and NOT have to be married to him.
I told Vincent what Lorena said while we were on the phone last night. Except I left out the part about Matt and I. I don't want him to believe that Matt and I have something going on because we absolutely don't. He's my best friend, we go eat, we smoke weed, we laugh, we act foolish, and we have fun. But there's nothing more than that going on.
Vincent, I mean,....he means everything to me. "The best things in life are th e hardest." And definitely Vincent and I's relationship has been hard. Every day I thank God for having him in my life. I am truly blessed with Vincent. He makes me smile so wide and gives me goosebumps because of how cute he is. I want to be build a future with him. I really do see us being together in the future. I just hope he wants that too. Last night on the phone Vincent said that most high school relationships are going to end come graduation day. It's true, which is sad, but still true. I said, "well, I mean, when two people are going away to college, different colleges, it gets harder on the two to stay together." Which he replies with, "yeah, just like having one across country." The distance between Vincent and I never really seemed that much because I always had him so close, but I guess it is still a problem for him. I understand, though. I understand that it is hard for him but he does know that I'm going to be there really soon. And then we'll do everything we wanted to.
1 month and 6 days until I am in San Diego, California. I cannot wait to see my baby.
I have Vincent, he's my "boyfriend" (I still don't know what to call him) and I love him with my whole heart. Lorena tells me, "I know you wanna marry Vincent and all, but you and Matt...you're destined to be together." First, I never said I wanted to marry Vincent. I'm 17! I don't even want to think about marrying someone until I'm in my mid twenties. Second, I do not believe Matt and I are destined to be more than just best friends. All I want for Matt and I to be is best friends for life. I really want to see us being 40 with kids and still laughing about stupid silly things that we did in high school. I want Matt to be there on my wedding day, and we'll sneak off and smoke a joint before entering the party. I want to be there on Matt's wedding day, doing some crazy dance with him. I want to be best friends for life. I think it would be quite awesome to be best friends with a guy for my entire life and NOT have to be married to him.
I told Vincent what Lorena said while we were on the phone last night. Except I left out the part about Matt and I. I don't want him to believe that Matt and I have something going on because we absolutely don't. He's my best friend, we go eat, we smoke weed, we laugh, we act foolish, and we have fun. But there's nothing more than that going on.
Vincent, I mean,....he means everything to me. "The best things in life are th e hardest." And definitely Vincent and I's relationship has been hard. Every day I thank God for having him in my life. I am truly blessed with Vincent. He makes me smile so wide and gives me goosebumps because of how cute he is. I want to be build a future with him. I really do see us being together in the future. I just hope he wants that too. Last night on the phone Vincent said that most high school relationships are going to end come graduation day. It's true, which is sad, but still true. I said, "well, I mean, when two people are going away to college, different colleges, it gets harder on the two to stay together." Which he replies with, "yeah, just like having one across country." The distance between Vincent and I never really seemed that much because I always had him so close, but I guess it is still a problem for him. I understand, though. I understand that it is hard for him but he does know that I'm going to be there really soon. And then we'll do everything we wanted to.
1 month and 6 days until I am in San Diego, California. I cannot wait to see my baby.
2 comments:
Love the new background, how'd ya do it? :)
And Walk Two Moons is a great book. You should check it out.
I got it from Yummy Lolly. It's actually a really cool layout because you can edit it a lot and it doesn't mess up.
http://www.yummylolly.com/2011/04/byo-background-with-changeable-google.html
That website should help you, but if you have any troubles with coding or it not editing right you can just comment me on here. :)
I'm going to the library today--I think I'll check it out if I see it.
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