Has it really been a week since I blogged? Sheesh. I need to catch up on a LOT of things. Well here's a run down of just about everything that has happened:
Vincent and I got back together--sort of. We're not technically boyfriend/girlfriend at the moment, but it could be happening in the close future. What went down: Well, I do have a Tumblr account that I use practically every day, which is why sometimes I forget to update my Blogger. Anyway, I had been getting anonymous messages sent to my inbox on there that kept asking about Vincent and I's relationship. "Are you in love?" "Are you together?" "Do you love him?" All sorts of questions like that. Well, then a day later in my inbox I received this question:
"I just want to tell you I love you <3" I smiled, replied to their sweet post and kinda went on. I didn't know who it would be since I don't talk to any guys regularly on Tumblr. Vincent, who checks my Tumblr regularly, saw this because I told him to look at it. He then texts me out of nowhere Do you love me?" I was stunned. Didn't really want to say anything because then it would cause me to ask "do you love me?" and I didn't want to get rejected. But, I told him that I loved him, which I do with my whole heart, and he then smiled (well, I'm guessing he did..this was all through text message). I didn't ask him if he loved me right then because...I was still wondering what the hell that message was about. About 20 minutes passes and I work up the courage to ask Vincent if he loved me. He replies, "You should know, I already told you once today :)" I was like "what?" He repeatedly kept telling me to check my blog. But I didn't know what he was talking about! Finally, I realized that HE was the person who left the anonymous message in my ask box. I didn't even know that he could do that since he doesn't have a Tumblr account. It was sweet, I was happy, I teared up. Later that night when he said it on the phone for real, I felt...whole again. Yes, it sounds cheesy and there are times where I say I feel "so whole," but it felt really, really good for him to tell me he loves me, and for me to tell him I love him. I never stopped loving Vincent, as I've said so many times on this blog. He told me he never stopped loving me either. What's really funny and amazing to me, is that he said to me before we used to just say "goodnight" before hanging up the phone, under his breath he would whisper "I love you." I would do the same exact thing. Just imagine if we did it all the same nights. We were just secretly in love, wouldn't say anything, but look what happened--we're in love. Vincent said "if you let someone go and they come back, then it's meant to be." I let him go, I waited, and he came back. I honestly believe with my whole heart that Vincent is meant to be a part of me--a greater part than I'll really ever understand. The love I have for him....I can't even describe. My heart belongs to him. I wish everyone could feel what I feel for Vincent. One day, you all will.
Vincent and I got back together--sort of. We're not technically boyfriend/girlfriend at the moment, but it could be happening in the close future. What went down: Well, I do have a Tumblr account that I use practically every day, which is why sometimes I forget to update my Blogger. Anyway, I had been getting anonymous messages sent to my inbox on there that kept asking about Vincent and I's relationship. "Are you in love?" "Are you together?" "Do you love him?" All sorts of questions like that. Well, then a day later in my inbox I received this question:
"I just want to tell you I love you <3" I smiled, replied to their sweet post and kinda went on. I didn't know who it would be since I don't talk to any guys regularly on Tumblr. Vincent, who checks my Tumblr regularly, saw this because I told him to look at it. He then texts me out of nowhere Do you love me?" I was stunned. Didn't really want to say anything because then it would cause me to ask "do you love me?" and I didn't want to get rejected. But, I told him that I loved him, which I do with my whole heart, and he then smiled (well, I'm guessing he did..this was all through text message). I didn't ask him if he loved me right then because...I was still wondering what the hell that message was about. About 20 minutes passes and I work up the courage to ask Vincent if he loved me. He replies, "You should know, I already told you once today :)" I was like "what?" He repeatedly kept telling me to check my blog. But I didn't know what he was talking about! Finally, I realized that HE was the person who left the anonymous message in my ask box. I didn't even know that he could do that since he doesn't have a Tumblr account. It was sweet, I was happy, I teared up. Later that night when he said it on the phone for real, I felt...whole again. Yes, it sounds cheesy and there are times where I say I feel "so whole," but it felt really, really good for him to tell me he loves me, and for me to tell him I love him. I never stopped loving Vincent, as I've said so many times on this blog. He told me he never stopped loving me either. What's really funny and amazing to me, is that he said to me before we used to just say "goodnight" before hanging up the phone, under his breath he would whisper "I love you." I would do the same exact thing. Just imagine if we did it all the same nights. We were just secretly in love, wouldn't say anything, but look what happened--we're in love. Vincent said "if you let someone go and they come back, then it's meant to be." I let him go, I waited, and he came back. I honestly believe with my whole heart that Vincent is meant to be a part of me--a greater part than I'll really ever understand. The love I have for him....I can't even describe. My heart belongs to him. I wish everyone could feel what I feel for Vincent. One day, you all will.
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