There's still so many things I want to say to you

I haven't been blogging much because I have been at a loss of words the past couple days. I don't really know what to talk about any more and I don't want people who actually read my blog to think that all I have to say has to do with Vincent. Alright, so I do talk about him a lot and he does take up the majority of my blog. But, I used to talk to about Stephen all the time, right? Stephen consisted of every post and, sadly, every second of my young, teenage existence. Sure, he's long gone--but it correlates to what I write about now and that's Vincent.

Vincent and I are actually dating, whereas Stephen and I really weren't. Anyway, back to blogging. So, this counts as a post and there is something I'd like to talk about, briefly.


Tomorrow is not only my cousin's birthday, but Jamie's too. Now, I know I shouldn't be thinking about Jamie and I regularly don't, but I looked at the calendar today and saw that tomorrow, Monday, is December 6th. And I believe that it's his birthday. He's old. My God, is he old! So, that's about it with talking about Jamie...it was good. Yes.


There are no more birthdays of people I know, actually, people who are live, until February. And then it'll be Vincent's. His birthday is February 13th. After his birthday it is, I think, my mom's. But, we're going to be in California for my mom's birthday. That will be lots of fun.

I can't wait until April. The day can't come here fast enough!