Today is one of those days where I feel extremely ugly, feel like I have no friends, and just want to sleep all day. I didn't get to talk to Vincent again last night. I was so upset and didn't want to make a whole big deal about it again, but it really did make me upset. It's not fair at all that I don't get to talk to him. And I don't even want to hear that bullshit about how "life isn't fair." Fuck that. I'm just, ugh, hearing that would make me flip on someone.
I don't plan on doing anything tonight. I don't want to do anything tonight. I don't want to see anyone. All I want to do is talk to Vincent and watch Comedy Central or something. I'm so sick of everything. I hate school. I hate all this college bullshit. I hate senior projects. I really do need a break. I need a break from everyone and everything. Well, except Vincent.
I seem to be talking about Vincent a lot. But that's only because I haven't actually spoken to him in 2 days. Sure, we text all the time, but it's not the same. I don't like not hearing his voice. His voice gives me comfort and the ability to feel happy about myself. He makes me feel secure and loved. I know I have his love whether or not I get to hear him, but hearing him tell me he loves me is the greatest thing. Whether or not you care, I am completely in love with this person and I don't want to miss any conversations with him.
I don't plan on doing anything tonight. I don't want to do anything tonight. I don't want to see anyone. All I want to do is talk to Vincent and watch Comedy Central or something. I'm so sick of everything. I hate school. I hate all this college bullshit. I hate senior projects. I really do need a break. I need a break from everyone and everything. Well, except Vincent.
I seem to be talking about Vincent a lot. But that's only because I haven't actually spoken to him in 2 days. Sure, we text all the time, but it's not the same. I don't like not hearing his voice. His voice gives me comfort and the ability to feel happy about myself. He makes me feel secure and loved. I know I have his love whether or not I get to hear him, but hearing him tell me he loves me is the greatest thing. Whether or not you care, I am completely in love with this person and I don't want to miss any conversations with him.
1 comments:
I understand how you feel; just don't get too rapped up in your emotions and feelings about this dude, I know I kinda went through what you're goin through now. Get out the house, go chill with some friends or family or just go walkin around the mall or something and enjoy some me time. DON'T LET LIFE PASS YOU BY, BEING RAPPED UP IN YOUR EMOTIONS! The aftermath is feeling horrible inside and out! ..PROMISE ME, I knoww! I lovee youu and let me know if you ever wanna hang or talk or something;; im here for youu gurl.! :) love yaa.! <3
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